Sunday, November 25, 2012

Seeing the Dark Side of Love

Darkness can Be a Hope equal to Love
Another letter about witnessing changes and sharing our perspective and views on said and observed happenings within our reality and planet.  Read within a loving heart and let fear express itself for what it actually is....a question that beckons the unknown to answer the call of discovery...


To be honest, I don't even know where to begin! Stars that appear and disappear...or just fade away and reappear near by again. I live near a airport so lights in the sky are an everyday thing and I love to watch them. Watching that type of phenomena doesn't bother me. I expect it and I find it soothing. What has me concerned is the behavior and change that I am starting to notice. Ufo's are just an everyday thing and is part of our reality whether people want to acknowledge it or not. I don't think there is anything alien about them just not well understood. Anyway, my family and I went to the movies yesterday. After the movies I decided at the last minute to stop and get a sandwich and drink at a smoothie place. While there I got the urge to go next door and buy my son his game. Now, you have to understand that in this small town I live in, I have not run across another soul that is "awake" or talking or even aware of the things that we read about in our sites. So anyway, while we were in the store (with my kids), there was this one guy that my eyes just kept straying to. There was nothing unusual or threatening or anything that would draw attention to him in any particular way but I "felt" something. The next thing I know, he comes into the store (he was just outside the window looking at stuff) and starts going on and on about "People need to wake up" and "spiritual path" and of course the zombies...At first I thought that it was great that FINALLY people are starting to talk about such things in the open and in public....BUT then the energy just kinda shifted (for lack of better words). He started to project fear and doom even though he was using the right words of awakening and spirituality. He drew a crowd and then he started to go on and on about arming yourself and being prepare to fight. He spoke of all these horrible things going on and people were listening! What bothered me was that I could feel the nervous excitement of anxious energy that just kept building around the place and around the people listening. It was inciting fear! I had to get out of there and it was a while before I could go back to My Happy Place. That man was not in a good place and he wasn't bringing anything good to his fellow humans. Instead of projecting peace and understanding and words of comfort about what was going on out there, he chose the path of confusion and discord. It made me sad. I understand the need for beings such as him. I do. They believe that they are doing the right thing and preparing others and waking them up. If we create the world we live in by every word, action and thought, what will this type of behavior bring to us all? Those of us that realize what is going on need to be more responsible in our actions and words with others so that we may bring comfort and stability to this place NOT add to the confusion. Anyway, later on that evening there were several military helicopters (loud ones) flying over head which is a little unusual but not unheard of. Like I said there is sooo much more but I think I will stop here. My heart is just a little despondent, I guess. I expect so much more from my fellow human beings. We have so much potential and i hate to see it wasted on fear instead of awareness. Will you share with me the stuff you are witnessing? 
Thanks

Blue Rose

Love is a Blue Rose just waiting to be re-discovered for the rarity that it is and to bloom into expression as Unconditional Love

This is a letter that I wrote to a friend earlier this year.  I will now proceed to publish these old letters which were full of wisdom and love.  May the lessons learned and my words find their way into your hearts where they may bloom into Everlasting Love....



Hello again,

First of all, my name is Maria. Nice to meet you and may I say that I am very glad we found each other through these channels:)

I would be more than happy to share my thoughts, experiences and lessons learned so I long as you allow me to share in yours. Deal? OK

I am extremely happy to learn that you have no problems with "Alliens":) I relate 100% with the technology issues. It's been happening here, too. When someone made a comment about it at the store while I was at the cash register ( the silly thing was having "issues"), I just simply told them it was because of the solar flares...just like that without fanfare or dramatics. I kept the conversation casual and moved on to other things. I didn't have to explain or go in detail. She just accepted it and moved on. What I have learned is that Everyone is on a timer of their own. Everyone of us has an "alarm clock" set up for these times. They will wake up on their own terms and on their own time. Just like you and me. Have you ever tried to wake someone up before they were ready? They do NOT thank you for disrupting their slumber at all! Such is the case here, now. Those of us that are awake need to respect their timing and wait until they are ready to rise. When they are ready, they will start searching and looking for answers to questions they do not even realize they have. That is when you and I come into the picture. We guide and answer questions and then we introduce more questions to expand their minds to the possibilities and probabilities that life has to offer. Let them lead you into the realms they wish to explore. We don't push. We accompany them and go at their pace. We support but we don't do the work for them. Their truth has to be found in their heart according to their path. Although we are all bound for the same destination, the paths are diverse and the pace is of each individual's choosing. The time we have right now is for working on us, our own individual selves and our own spiritual path. Before we can go out there and change others or even help them change, we must change. This time is for finding ourselves, our paths and changing everything that does no longer fit the world and reality we are stepping into and are creating. We must be the change we want to see in others. We must reflect that change in our actions, our words and our path. The changes we make to ourselves have ripples and they automatically spill into the lives of others without any outward effort on our part. I know this because I have experienced it first hand. My life previous to March was full on anger, depression and mirage of other self degrading emotions and events. My home was not a peaceful place and there were always sooooo many conflicts and hurt feelings, misunderstandings and chaos. I felt suffocated and like I was drowning in my own life. It was then that I realized that I needed to stop trying to control and change everyone else and just focus on me. In trying to find who I was and why I was here, I rediscovered my heart and my love of self. When I learned to love myself, I was able to forgive myself and in doing so forgive and love others. I went from resenting them to truly accepting them and loving them unconditionally. I realized that loving them and accepting them was all part of love of self. They are me and I am them. They are teachers to me and I to them. Just like I needed room to rediscover who I was, they too need space to remember who they truly are. Loving them unconditionally means allowing them the freedom to be who they are NOW and loving them just the same. Not their actions or reactions to situations but them, the soul that is them in its purest and most loving form, the part of them that is you and mirrors you. Do you understand what I am trying to say? I am sure by now, you have come across the words "light worker", "star seeds" and such. Well, if you are awake now, then you are one. We all are! Each one of us is a teacher and a guide. Each one of us is here to lift one another up by simply being. You don't have to do anything crazy, odd or unusual to lift your frequency or that of others. That is being done all ready and all we have to do is accept it and embrace it. We just have to be! Be the love and peace we want in others. Follow your joy and find whatever makes you happy and whole and you will lift us all up! My life now is very different. I wake up with a sense of gratitude and anticipation for what the day will bring me and the lessons I will learn. Everyday and everything is an opportunity. Because I don't react to others or their actions, I am able to change the oppressive atmosphere that I once felt. The changes I have made in myself are now permanent, reflecting in my life at home and everywhere I go. There is peace, laughter and joy in my life once more and everyone is benefiting from it. Yes, my husband thought I was loosing it there for a while but eventually he accepted the changes and welcomed them. The key is you. If you are confident about the changes you are making to yourself and express nothing but love and acceptance for others, people will naturally gravitate towards you. They will ask you and approach you about this changes they are seeing. It is then that you share. Don't dump everything on them at once! Just make them think and wonder and answer questions. Remember what it was like for you. I promise you that the right words and moment will come and present itself. You just have to be aware and open to the moment. Everything that you need will come to you and find you. So will those that need you. You don't have to go looking for it or fight for it. It will just be. All you have to do is be yourself, be your joy, be your peace. I hope this helps you and I am very happy you found me and i found you. Please write back and let's encourage one another and share as many words and loving energy as possible. I live in Virginia but in these times, distance is no longer an issue. Be blessed dear sister. Be You but most all Just be,
Maria



P.S.

All that is asked of you is to be the calm and peace you want for others. Bring your joy and laughter to whatever situation you find yourself in. See yourself projecting and radiating a protective shield of energy around yourself, your surroundings, your house, your town, your country and eventually all earth. You can keep going as far as you would like. Yes there is all kinds of crazy weather going on and yes people are acting weird but when you make it a conscious choice to stay calm and push fear or anxiety of these changes to the side and let them pass you by, you are anchoring yourself and others to the stillness of your heart. If crystals help you than by all means use them. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. I myself have tons of them around my whole house. My advice is that you listen to yourself and your heart. You can't go wrong with that. Just make sure that whatever decision you make, you make out of awareness NOT fear. You have to dig deep inside yourself and find the answers that are right for you. Only you know what is best for you. Like I have said before, just be yourself and don't try so hard. The opportunities and the right moment will find you. Be the love and peace you want in others and everything else falls into place. Add your laughter and joy to diffuse situations that would add fear instead of awareness. You are where you need to be at exactly the right time. Just be, dear sister, and know you are not alone. We are here for one another and you will keep meeting people that are like you and me in the coming days and weeks. You will see. Just picture yourself doing so and it will be.
Most happy to know you,
Maria

Rediscovery of Self and Remembering My Path

Walking my path near a wooded area where I find Solace and Joy within Mother Nature making them my constant everlasting and most loving companions.  I call it Love...Love Eternal


My life is at it should be. I wake up every morning is a state of gratitude and go bed satisfied with the knowledge that I have done and experienced everything exactly as I was meant to do so.
I am very much a mom, loving wife, sister, daughter and friend....I wear many robes in my life while not letting any one of them limit me or define me in total. I am all and I am non of them at the same time. 
I am also retired and have plenty of time to myself. You are the time you create, after all. If I am needed, I will be found and there will always be plenty of space and anything else that is important or necessary to complete the task at hand.

My personal belief is that everything and everyone that needs my words, advice or time comes to me. I don't go looking for anything. When the situation presents itself, I will be there. You simply flow through life and let life flow through you. If you are fighting against something to get somewhere then perhaps you need to sit still a while and let go to see where the current takes you. You will always land exactly where you need to be. Most people believe you have to Fight for what you want or need or make your dreams come true. I say, forget that! Don't fight, just change. You can change the outcome of anything without fighting. You simply have to embrace change. That is a hard thing to do because all of us like our creature habits and creature comforts. Change implies unknown and unknown has a tendency to produce fear. Fear has many faces including anger, regret, depression, worthlessness and feelings of inferiority. All these have to be dealt with at an individual level. But when you realize that the core of all these emotions is fear, you are practically at the finish line and close to graduation. Forgiveness of self and others is extremely essential for personal growth. It can't happen without it. The crux of the matter is that forgiveness of self can't happen without realizing who you are and why you are here. Why have you gone through all these trials, pain and suffering? Who are you? Who has caused all these things to happen to you? What did those situations teach you? If you said nothing but pain then you 100% totally missed the lesson and guess what? You get to go through it again and again and again....Each time the lessons get harder and more intense until you can't help but learn from it. The very same lesson is taught and mirrored in different ways throughout your life. You simply have to step back and be the observer instead of the victim. You would be surprise by what you learn from doing this. Who you are is entirely up to you. Nobody can or has the right to define you because there is no one out there that is the sum and the color of you. The colors of your experience paint the pictures and situations of your life. It is your color pallet and no one has rights to it. Although you may share, the pictures others make will have their particular flavor and essence not yours. All we can be is signposts for one another. All the signpost point to you and say, "Look to your heart for who you are and remember your divinity"

Saturday, July 28, 2012

I Seek No More

I seek no more.....


My path at last has come to a conclusion here on this realm.  The experiences, lessons, beauty, inspiration and appreciation I take with me filled with Unconditional Love towards all.  It has been a most awesome and terrifying adventure all the way around and I wouldn't change a thing (said with a most loving and knowing smile full of mischief and laughter).  I wish you all a pleasant journey this year and always.  Know that you will always attract that which your heart most yearns for in order for you to grow and experience the fullness of life.  You will never be lacking in anything most of all Unconditional Love.  In case you ever wonder what awaits you, I will say this:  What do you choose to await you?  Choose wisely dear ones but also know that whatever you choose it is also right and true.  The choices given to you by Divine Grace are right and true.   They are not the third density choices of false illusions and promises.  They simply are.  I know all this might sound like mumble jumble to some of you and it makes no sense to some yet it is what it is.  Those with a seeking heart like mine will find more questions than answers within my words but that is also right and true.  Questions are the key to discovery not the answers.  Remember this and all will be well with you.


Like Alice in Wonder Land please feel free to chase the illusive White rabbit to your heart's content.  The labyrinth and corridors will always welcome and expand for those who seek with their hearts but I warn you now, leave the mind behind and perch your ego close to you so that none may be lost.  The rabbit hole will surprise you, compel you, terrify you and woo     you but after you have mapped that sucker out you will find that you loved every single moment of it.  When you come back up, it will be another you yet the same in all aspects and expressions only wiser and more of everything in all.  "Seeker, you make no sense!"  you are thinking but I say this unto you.....You are sooooooo RIGHT!!!!  I guess I should have also warned you to leave common sense behind, too....Oh well, you know NOW  (smiling quirkily with a wink)


Dear Ones, I wish that I could tell you everything....I really REALLY do....but atlas I wouldn't dream of robbing you of such an incredibly awesome adventure and ruin your surprise.   Just know that on another level we are all the same.  Live from the heart.  Find  Your truth inside yourself.  Forgive yourself FIRST and Love yourself First than go and spread all that forgiveness and love to others.   There can be no other way for Humanity other than the way of the Oneness of heart.  Humanity must find union and communion with itself than you will be ecstatic at the changes such unity brings.  


I will be signing off for now but on a Higher Level I will always be here.  I am Ascending after all.....For the inquisitive hearts I will offer this tidbit:  Ascension is not so much about knowing all as it is about BEING all ~~~right here ~~~at Now.


My ever eternal and playful heart gives thanks for each and every one of you and I want you to know that I am laughing all the home to myself knowing I have lived many many many a beautiful life.  So mourn if you must but then celebrate me in your lives as I celebrate the beauty of creation that I see in you and that I KNOW you are.  I see you Humanity.  I eternally Love you with the purest and most Unconditional Love possible in all of Existence.


Maria seeks no more but I wish you all Happy Hunting  (wink and smile)....


All words typed by Maria Jacqueline Guishard (Maria Jacqueline Ardon Mancia)
Also known in Higher Levels as Anthuria 
Alson known by my loved ones as Jackie


The words may be typed by me but they are divinely given and inspired for all that choose to receive.  Choose wisely dear ones, but most of all CHOOOSE....


How do you express or explain forty one years worth of life and experience, lessons learned, mistakes, heartaches, trials and dreams in a single screen filled with words no matter how well chosen and true those words may be?  I don’t know but why don’t we give it a whirl, hum?

My dance with The Universe on floor of life began at birth. We were perfect partners from the beginning.  Where I would falter, it would lift and carry without ever missing a beat.  Looking back, the music never stopped and the dance never wavered.  It was all done in perfect synchronicity and we flowed quite masterfully.

I was born in El Salvador in a very small country town that was more like a pueblo than a town.  My lifestyle resembles those of a much older generation in that we walked everywhere and technology as we know it today just didn’t exist.  Transportation was our legs and feet when riding a horse was simply not an option.  One small black and white tv with very limited channels that would only start at a certain time decorated our simple home.  Everything was done by hand and took precious time to do so.

I was born to a family of modest means but somehow they made it look like plenty.  I had two brothers and one sister.  I was the eldest so my responsibilities were many.  A great deal of those responsibilities included looking after and taking care of my mentally disabled sister who was born premature, diagnosed with epilepsy and mental retardation.  If I ever had a childhood filled with innocence and a sense of safety I don’t remember it.  My childhood memories are filled with violence, isolation, sadness and a sense of not belonging.  At a very young age I sought  refuge within religion.  I gravitated towards spirituality quite naturally in a desperate attempt to make sense of the chaos around me.  My country was at war with itself and so was my family.  As the eldest I took the brunt of the abuse that was handed to me with little to no protection from those around me.  I was also a rather sickly child.  I should by no means be alive now given the circumstances of my life or my health.  But like I’ve said, The Universe had all ready made plans for a longer dance with me and bowing out was simply not an option.  Not to say that I didn’t try.  There were plenty of emergency visits to the local hospital due to Asthma and difficulty breathing.  When I could not walk there on my own, I was carried.  Whether it was being thrown from a horse, chased by a  drunken father throwing rocks, beaten into submission or just plain sick, I always managed to land just right and get back up again.  

My saving grace was my religion and a loving aunt.  Together, they got me through my loneliness and sadness.  

When your reality is full of violence, your dreams reflect them.  For as long as I can remember my dreams were disturbing to say the least.  I could not sleep without waking up terrified of what I saw and experienced.  One particular dream comes to mind.  I was standing outside in what appeared to be nighttime when the earth started to open into great wide chasms.  Earthquakes shook the ground I stood on.  I looked up and saw fire raining down upon my surroundings.  I was shaking, so incredibly terrified by what I was witnessing.  I could not move even though I wanted to run out of there screaming.  I could make no sound.  I just stood there watching the whole event unfold.  

Many were my nightmares in and out of sleep.  I didn’t understand the degree of such violence and horrors that I witnessed.  From a very early age I noticed how cruel human beings could be to one another.  I distinctly noticed how adults would treat the children and that would bother me to no end.  I swore that when I would grow up, I would never forget what it was like to be a kid.  I always wanted to stay a child at heart and never treat others as I had seen in my childhood.  It didn’t seem right to me.  I just wanted to go back to heaven, go home where this stuff just didn’t happen. 

 I watched so much with a sense of detachment and wondered why they couldn’t see it.  My childhood taught me empathy and I would often reach out in my limited, small way to others that seem to have it worst than me.  If there were someone in need of love, attention or company, there you would find me offering what I had to give so that they would smile even for a little while.  I knew I could not solve their problems or make them go away but I could give my company and listen to what they had to say.  

Somehow, I was always the youngest in the group.  I always brought out the protective side in people and that made me feel loved.  I was fascinated by this aspect in my life.  Perhaps it was the frail looking child that brought it out, or perhaps it was my age and size.  Small, young and trusting was a pretty fitting description of me.

I never had a “childhood”.  I was born an adult with adult trials and issues right from the very start.  My guess is that I had experienced many childhoods in my previous lives that it just wasn’t necessary to have one on this one.  Perhaps I don’t like redundancy:)   My family like my country was chaotic and violent in nature.  I learned to look inside myself to escape the surrounding storm that would continuously try to overtake me.  I would get lost inside my daydreams and my heart.  My imagination a constant partner in manifesting my deepest desires and longings.  

So I grew up being a constant source of love and joy for others even when I couldn’t grab and hold on to them for my own personal use and growth.  I was always seeking and trying to find answers and fulfillment outside myself wondering what was out there that would finally allow me to fill complete and full.  Helping others, sacrificing for others, loving others, accepting others, being non-judgmental of others, everything I could do for others and to others was just not enough to fill the yearning of my heart.  I enjoyed being alone more than being with others although I did enjoy other people’s company when I was thrown into the mix.  I was a regular chameleon completely adaptable and able to change myself into whatever was required of me yet always true to my inner nature.  The isolation of being me and being alone would get to be too much at times and I would often find refuge and release within tears .  

Add to this the fact that I was very much a insomniac from birth and life as you can guess can get pretty hairy, confusing and tiring.  Exhaustion seem to accompany me on a daily basis.  I would go days and weeks without adequate amounts of sleep and then I would just crash and sleep all the time.  There was no rhyme or reason to what I was experiencing.  It just was and I accepted it as my lot in life.  I would long for relief and death—return to what I knew was more than this but had no real definition as to what “more than this” was.  I often wondered why I just couldn’t just die!  I had too much reverence and respect for life to ever take my own.  In my humble opinion Life was a gift to be appreciated, respected and honored no matter what shape and form it took.  So even though, I wanted death to hurry up and take me, I myself never went actively searching for it.  However I knew that at the slightest invitation to come from it, I would not just walk towards it but run with open arms and a joyful heart towards the warm embrace that so lovingly awaited me.  Death never scared me.  People, however did.  They could be cruel and hurt and kill without ever thinking about their actions and consequences.  Throughout my path, my heart was always protected in such a way as to maintain its innocence and child like manner but I can’t really tell you how it was done.  It just was.  I have always maintained that my heart is and has always been the best of me despite my life and trials or perhaps it should be said that it was because of my life and trials that my heart was always open and ready to trust.  Never did it loose its way or allow me to loose mine.  Even the so called mistakes were nothing but lessons in growing and personal strength. I stand here today because of my empathy for others and my incredible journey into self discovery.  Every step and heartache I have experienced has brought me closer to myself, my true divine and infinite self.  In learning to serve others and sacrificing who I was for the happiness of others I eventually found the greatest love I could have ever hoped to find—love of self.  I found home within me.  That ever eluding feeling of coming back home was never an outside place somewhere in the Cosmos of Creation.  It was always within me.  I was home.  I was creation.  I was all and one.  I was complete within myself.  I was whole.  Romance and emotion only take you so far.  Intellect is empty and meaningless without wisdom to give it clarity.  Wisdom arises from experience through the heart.  The heart learns through experience and the ability to empathize with others as yourself.  Seeing others in you and you in others is the beginning of self healing and healing of our human aspects.  We are all Humanity.  There is no you and me or separation of self.  There is only here and now and us as one single entity.  When we can embrace all aspects of ourselves in such a simple and expanded form we will finally move beyond this primitive need to control and be controlled by our very creations that serve no one except its own destruction.  The event we all look forwards to is not one great Big Revolution of People and government but of self.  Find yourself first.  Discover you first.  See you first.  Forgive you first.  Heal you first.  Love you first Unconditionally and most thoroughly first.  This is the great change Humanity has been waiting for and longs for.  The return to Godhood is our Divine Right and Heritage long forgotten.  It is time to remember who we are.  We are Master Creators and we have the power to create now Not when we “die” or “Ascend” into “other realms, levels, planes, timelines or constructs”.  The time is now.  The time is now to be and embrace who we really are.  Mother Earth provides us with a canvas to paint with all the colors of our divine pallet.  Each and everyone of us holds a brush unique unto ourselves and we have the power to create an elaborate master piece unequal in all Creation.  Who we are, we have never been and existed in all Creation.  We are brand new.  We are the way showers for those that will come after us.  Wayshowers light the way and the path for others so that their path may be smooth and comfortable.  We map, invent, make our way and manifest what has not been there before so that others can follow.  Wayshowers do not follow others footsteps.  We make our own footsteps following our own Divine wisdom and loving hearts.  We may have guides that but they can only take you so far.  They can only show you and share with you what they know.  They may assist in many ways and council us in what paths they have all ready taken but they can not see what has yet to be created by us.  How can they?  If the Creation we are working on has all ready existed than what the hell are we doing here re-creating what is all ready there???  Creation is not Redundant.  It creates over and over again trying to find balance and harmony within itself over and over again.  Each version of creation is more harmonious and balanced than the last—each one new and Divine and Unique in its own right.  None are the same.  Again I say, what we are we have never been.  Many will come forth with pretty pictures and presentations of what has worked for them.  Only we as One in Humanity can choose and know what is right for us.  We have lived this experience and manifested all that is around us.  While others are more than free to “Come and See” and to a certain extent “experience” who we are, the fact remains that it is us now and only us that create that which we know to be true and right for us.  We are not here to copy another’s reality or experience something we have all ready created.  We are expanding, manifesting and creating as we go along the void that has to be filled in the infinite of Creation.  Our Higher Selves know this and they have come to assist us but by all means not to do it for us.  If they could, they would all ready have done so within their own creations and we would not be here now. Our Higher Selves are now merging  into us so that we may have the heart and wisdom to know that we are now them—Creators in the making NOW!  Shocked at such revelation?  Confused perhaps and dumb funded?  Oh yes….Welcome to Ascension.  Do you still want to create and be now in this world and reality?  If you can’t handle the responsibility at this level of being who you are than how are you going to handle the higher levels where everything is much more intense and fast and grand?  Ascension is not escape from who you are.  It is the embrace of Everything that you are and have always been and bringing it into final alignment, harmony and balance.  Die and submit all your personal beliefs to the void and create the new that you have been yearning for.  I know you are thinking that there is no way to do this….we don’t know anything, remember even less!  We are fallible creatures!  Have we not proven this over and over again throughout our past and even now in our present?  So I ask you this:  Do we not have the power to learn and make better choices than what we know our past to be?  Creators create from the heart—outside of thought.  Step outside your mind and trust your heart to create what is beautiful and right.  If we see ourselves as fragmented beings living separate experiences in separate lives we will fail miserably at this.  The Title of Creators will not be ours and we will strip ourselves accordingly.  What can not find balance and harmony within itself, simply continues to morph and change and eventually destroy itself into what can.  Our Higher Selves are merging with us so that we may in turn Create and achieve what they have not.  Their wisdom and Love live within us.  Do not throw such beautiful gift of Love away.  See it for the expectacular gift that it is.  Reclaim your truth and know it and see it for what it truly is.  You choose.  They give us the choice:  Step up to the plate, Ascend and become Creators right here right now (the time is now) or go back and do the reincarnation cycle all over again until you feel ready to do so.  There  is no judgement as this is beyond what we thought possible and wayyyyy beyond what the mind can comprehend.  That is why we create through the heart Not the mind.  Ladies and gentleman, Disclosure is here at last.  I hope you have followed your own advise and anchored yourself stedfast to your inner being and heart because this was not easy to hear or accept.  But don’t take my word for it.  Follow your heart, call your guides, speak to your Higher Selves, seek your own inner truth and see Disclosure for what it truly is.  It is you.  It is us.  It is me.  It has always been and it will always be.  It is Now.  Somethings simply are.  We are not alone in this.  We will have help just as we have always had help but waking up is more than seeing the drama that is being played out in our televisions—it is about waking up to our inner calling and truth.  My heart breaks and rejoices with you at the amount of turmoil this information will bring to you but it just is.  Accept or reject—it is your divine and proper right to do so.  I have chosen and accepted my invitation.  I don’t know what to expect, all expectations died when I died to my old self.  What I am now I have never been before and I look forward to my adventure.  It is going to be grand and awesome and beautiful and beyond anything I can possibly conceive right now.  I choose me.  I choose to be what I came here to be.  I have all ready chosen and taken that dive into the unknown letting my heart lead the way and by simply being in the moment and trusting myself to know that I would not be here knowing what I know, experienced what I have experienced to just die of fright and insecurity at the very thought of embracing my inner self.  I choose me.  I open for Me—the full and complete harmonious and balanced me.  Me chooses Uncondtional Pure Love in harmony with The Universe and Creations.  Me chooses heart over mind.  Me chooses to balance all that I have ever been and ever will be into Oneness and All of heart.  The choice has now been presented to you…Choose wisely but know that whatever you choose is right for you.

Please edit and share as you would. It is a gift for all of us from all of us. Please say it is from Humanity since it is us as one and not anyone individual that it came from. I even feel that saying Humanity is not enough but in all honesty how do call what has no name or definition and just is infinitely and eternal…creation expanding…????

Monday, June 25, 2012

Teachers And Students One In The Same



We have all heard, “We are the ones we’ve waited for"

Then who are the ones that are unaware?

I used to think being "enlighten" was all great and good for those that had the luxury of not being around others much. After all, a couple of minutes with a particular family member or an individual that is hacking you to emotional pieces is all you need to loose that “peace and love” feeling. Then we think, “How can anyone stay "enlighten" with people like these around us? They make it so difficult!! 

Consider this: What if "these people" are the teachers and ascended masters we are waiting for?

                            Surprise!!!!

They have been here all along..We just chose not to see them until we were ready. These people that provoke you, use you, manipulate you and hurt you, they are our teachers. You have all heard the phrase, "When the student is ready, the teacher will appear". The veil is lifting. We are seeing with ours hearts the truth that our eyes have denied. These precious beings are masters of disguise and intricate weavers of deception. They have to "stay in character" in order to continue to teach us, to help us rediscover the great infinite in us, to remember the awesome beauty that is us. Do you understand the purity of such love? They don't care if we hate them, condemn them, and ridicule them just as long as we learn the lessons we have so painstakingly and most lovingly chosen to experience.  In this Universe, we are here to serve one another and learn from one another,  teachers and students both at the same time.  Please consider this when someone is starting to push your buttons and reconsider the thoughts such actions may bring.  

Our "teachers" are here serving our purposes.  They know that eventually those who are aware and those that see through the hard lessons will be wise enough to realize just how much they are truly loved. With hearts centered in love and grace, let's offer our thanks and deep respect that is their due. FORGIVE with as much passion as we forgive ourselves for being so ignorant of such infinite and loving grace. We are all Here Now..... We are All Multidimensional Now..... No more judging....... Give your forgiveness and love NOW..... The Time Is Now.

I See You


I SEE YOU…..

How many of us would love to hear those words from a heartfelt place of deep love and appreciation?  When I first tackled this issue, I perceived it from a woman’s perspective.  Who else out there is more judged, misunderstood, and taken for granted more than women?  We wear a multitude of robes that fit just fine and we wear them most nobly yet none of them defines us or reflect the true nature of a woman.  Perhaps that is because like a chameleon we are constantly changing and adapting to our ever demanding environment and family life.  No wonder people don’t see us!  In this day and age who has time to sit and ponder the true nature of woman.  Have you?

Now, there is the question that stopped me dead on my tracks.  Have I seen me?  Do I See me?  How can I expect others, my husband included, to see me when I haven’t taken a good look at myself and realized my true nature?  In order for others to see something in you, the realization of what you seek has to be found by you first.  So don’t be afraid to go look in the mirror and see how beautiful you are. 

 If you can’t do this simple thing, how do you expect others to do it for you?  The fact is that you are beautiful.  Stripped of all of the insecurities and fears that we often wear like a veil over ourselves, we are quite a beauty to behold.  We are creators and caretakers, keepers of wisdom and joy, and know more than most the true meaning of sacrifice.  So go on ahead and let your inner light shine, brilliant as can be.  Take off your veil, discard all the robes you wear long enough for you to see the naked inner beauty of your awesome being.  Don’t worry, the robes will still be there waiting for you.  I promise they are not going anywhere.  As far as that goes, your wardrobe will just keep growing in a variety of shades, colors and sizes:)  So make sure you take a good long look at the being that stands before you.  She is magnificent, isn’t she?  Are you wondering what took you so long to see it?  Yes, this beauty has always been there, ready and waiting for you to recognize yourself in her eyes.  Now comes the most important part of the realization you just had.  Now YOU Say, “I See You”.

That long and incredible longing that has haunted you for as long as you can remember can now be put to rest.  The yearning to hear these words from a grateful and loving heart can now be satisfied.  Breath and exhale once more dear beloved because you have at last come home to true acceptance and unconditional love.  Yes, I see you.      I     See      You.

Do you know what the most cool part of this whole thing is?  Now, you can See others much better and they will in turn See you.  Come on, you never needed that silly veil anyway….There really is no need for you to put it back on.  Enjoy your freedom.  Enjoy the view…..

Saturday, June 23, 2012

The Time Is NOW





It Is Time....


It is Time to send out the call.  Let it emanate from your heart and soul and push it to the far reaches of creation with a cry of Unconditional Love and Acceptance.  The time has come.  The time is now.  


We have loved, cried, rejoiced, learned and grown much while calling this life our home for many lifetimes or even one.  It is now time to say bye to the old and herald in the new.  Change is upon us and if you don't see it, then you REALLY aren't looking.  Take time in your busy day to take into account the vast changes that are currently surrounding you.  I will not get into them or tell you what they are for they are meant to be noticed by you and you alone. 


 While you are at it, sit and contemplate your life and the incredible lessons and events that have led you here to this moment of reflection.  Let your heart open and expand with gratitude as you realize the awe, beauty, love and power it took to get you to this moment of pure appreciation.  See the incredible awesome wonder that lives inside of you.  Merge with Creation and invite your Higher Self to come inside and share your discoveries.  You may be pleasantly surprised at the smile that greets you as He or She says, "I have always been here.  I never left."  I know I smiled at the realization of such of thought.  


It's Ok to be in a state of wonder and awe.  Let this become your new home.  Allow the peace and Stillness that has always been your birthright to once again inhabit your life permanently.  Realize the time has come to claim your full birthright of Divine Essence.  It is now time to Remember.  Remember your Divinity, infinite wisdom and your heritage of Unconditional Love.  Let the call go out for all aspects of you to come home and merge once more into the Oneness of Unconditional Love and Divine Presence.  Welcome them and celebrate them.  Not one of them is the greater or the least among creation or in spiritual essence.  Fling your arms open in acceptance and revel in the knowledge that you are at last connecting with the full essence and totality of your being.  Remember the wisdom brought to you by each one of these aspects and give thanks as you bring them into balance and harmony with the whole.  Let the memories flow through you and around you as they too must incorporate into your heart and way of being.  Let go what no longer suits you and keep that which brings substance to the whole.  You will not be lost in the process. 


 Fear was never your enemy.  It was your friend and teacher.  And now the time has time to thank it and let it go.  Your mind might be struggling to make sense of all this, too but it is now time to live front the heart and let the heart lead.  Thank your ego and mind for services provided and the protection it has always given.  It is now time to welcome ego and mind into the heart.  Let your heart be the driving force and light that brightens your path for now on.  All must come as One.  You must come as One and Humanity must come with One heart into the new.  It is now time.  Remember....Activate....At Heart we are all One....


                                                         11:11

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Have A Sit At The Creator's Chair


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There is a need today to listen from the heart.  I often listen to channelers and surf the YouTube waves in the internet to see and hear messages from all over the Universe.  I am open to the possibilities knowing that at this point in time anything and everything is probable.  

Like a banquet set before us, these channelers set a variety of delectable choices and events before us.  It is up to Humanity to sit at the table and choose to partake or deny the feast set before us.  It is extremely important to realize that we are The Guest of Honor and while the party has been set up and hosted by Universe and Creator and Galactic invitations have been issued, the focus is firmly on us.  So when I hear of catastrophes, upcoming world events, global changes and Galactic activity whether it be solar flares, CME's or getting slammed by Gamma-Ray bursts coming from different directions in our infinite universe (such as scheduled for today), I take it for what it is:  Opportunities for change.  You see, what many are failing to recognize during these peeks into our probable future that these channelers are providing is that from a much Higher perspective, the choice has all ready been made.  Our Higher Selves have set the path, made the journey and chosen that which we chose to experience.  So I sit here in perfect peace and joy knowing that I have only to experience that which has all ready happened.  I choose to trust myself, the much higher aspect of me, to know what is right and true for me.  I as Maria have a rather limited and narrow view of what I see before me.  But I as my Higher Self, I see it all outside time and space and without any boundaries.  I trust that whatever comes my way, floods, earthquakes and what not, I will be taken care of and watched after.  The form in which this help comes or is offered I do not know but I will gladly receive the hand that reaches out to help me out of the rising tide in perfect love, gratitude and trust.  Will the help come in the form or Galactic ships, Noah's ark or a simple act of kindness from a stranger?  I can not know that at this time but whatever form it takes, my heart is open to accept.  We must trust in our Higher Selves and trust in our inner selves during these times of great upheaval and change.  

Like one of my favorite YouTubers, Suspicious observers, once said, "Don't Bug-out, Bug-in!".  I encourage all of you out there, brothers and sisters of Humanity, "bug-in" to your higher selves and deep within your heart.  Don't let your hearts be troubled or afraid of these great changes happening throughout our world.  See them with your heart and don't get lost in the labyrinths of your mind.  You choose to go down the corridors of confusion and fear and you will loose yourself, going around in circles until you learn there was never a need for such.  Save yourself the energy and choose to be still, anchored in love and self assurance.  See the changes before you through the Eye of the Storm.  In it but not part of it.  Move and flow with the torrents of change that you see raining down upon Mother earth.  Be in the eye and watch it all unfold and unravel is it must but let your heart be still and know that you are protected, loved and oh so treasured.  I have stated this before and I stand by it now, Mother Earth will be as gentle as she can be with these changes so that only what is necessary will be experienced.  Divine Grace has been issued so that the upheaval will be at its minimum.  Everyone will get their Happy Ending and everyone will experience exactly what they need and have created for themselves.  Choose from the banquet that which calls to your heart and fill your plate over the brim with as many experiences as you can take.  The choice is all yours.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Want To See The Picture?


A picture is placed before me and I am utterly enthralled by it!

There is something very compelling about it.  It pulls at you and draws you in.  It begs at you to come, sit and stay a while.  Forget all things and share this moment with me it pleads with a most seductive grin.  The grin promises many revelations and you wonder what it could possibly offer you that it would make this moment so compelling.  You feel yourself being drawn in, quite willing to follow this beauty and its secrets to the uttermost regions of creation just so that you can continue experiencing this bliss that has eluded you for so long.  And so you sit and stare at the panorama set before you.
There is something vaguely familiar about this.  Memories start to ebb and flow but never quite brake through.  You concentrate harder thinking it is just a matter of discipline and remembrance that is keeping you from truly realizing the mystery before you.  But trying to capture these memories feels like trying to catch smoke with your bare hands.  They dance, teasing your foggy mind just outside the reach of consciousness.  As the seduction continues, you loose time, and space is just a concept that can be easily accommodated.  You are now very invested in the moment and there is no way you are letting it go.  Like a Master at chess, you try to see the endgame but in order to do so you have to recognize the setting of the pieces before you.  Again, you get that feeling of "I've been here before".  Once again, the thought evaporates before it can be contemplated any further.  Familiar yet strange, you accept that puzzle that this moment offers.  Since the mind can not seem to grasp the scale or magnificence of such beauty, the heart steps in and beckons you to allow light in and expand your senses for just one moment.  Ahhh, you exhale....Had you been holding your breath all this time?  The action feels good to you so you take a couple of more deep breaths and slowly exhale the tension you weren't even aware you were feeling.  With each breath, your heartbeat quickens.  With each heartbeat your heart expands.  With each wave of expansion, your heart soars.  You turn your attention once more to the picture set before you and the realization hits you!  You remembered the knowing smile that teased you and coerced you to sit a while and now you KNOW why it had been so full of promises.  It never really was about the picture, was it?  A smile slowly creeps into your eyes, your heart and lips as you realize that the intent was not to solve the puzzle before you but to get you to just sit still and feel the moment.  The picture before you now makes perfect sense.  The colors, the images, the texture was all a call to open your heart and let the light in.  The familiarity and sense of recognition was not an outside illusion but a calling within your heart to remember that without an open heart, you will never see the true picture life has set before you.  You will never appreciate the beauty or sense of awe in every moment until your heart is free to soar outside your mind.  In your heart you have always known this.  It was the beckoning smile that seduced you to sit and stay a while.  It was the dance and teasing of such memories that you recognized as undeniably compelling.  It was always and it will always be your heart mirrored in the pictures of your surroundings.  All you had to do was sit, be still and let your heart do the leading.  Allow your heart to seduce you once more and get lost in the embrace of your true self.

Monday, June 18, 2012

Contemplation of Change

I was sitting on my sofa yesterday in a quiet and 


rather still state when a thought intruded into my consciousness in a rather 


gentle manner but nonetheless undeniably firm: "Something has changed, 


Something is different. I am changed. I am different". I looked around but 


everything was as it should be and as I remembered. I hadn't grown gold hair, 


my eyes were the same color as given to me at birth yet something had 


changed. When I asked what happened, all I got was a smile. I feel strangely 


calm, centered. It is as if I was sprinting and rushing to get somewhere or at 


something and had finally gotten there at the last minute. The words, "the 


frenzy is over" found their way into my being but I don't understand them. 


Where was I trying to get? What frenzy is over? What has changed in what 


way? I feel the same yet different. Did something happen yesterday that I am 


not yet aware of? Have the ripples not reached me yet? I've had a feeling like 


this before and it brought about great upheaval in our lives but this one feels 


different because I am no longer that same person. Fear no longer rules me so 


I ask again what does this mean? All is quiet and I am still left with my 


question. What puzzle piece am I missing? What question am I not asking? I 


think I will find my answer in a question but I don't know what to ask.  


Can you shed a light my way? I am not in a state of confusion...far from it...I 


am in a state of wonder and contemplation but darn if I know what I am 


looking at!!













Sunday, June 17, 2012

Mother Earth Awaits You

 Dancing Tree Spirits's photo
"In earth and water will you grow. In the air will your leaves speak as you reach towards the fire of the sun. We respect and honour and admire you, O tree, and all trees, for you represent both
Peace and Power - though you are mighty you hurt no creature. Though you sustain us with your breath, you will give up your life to house and warm and teach us. We give thanks for your blessing upon our lives and upon our lands. May you fare well in this chosen place. Awen."---words and picture by Dancing Tree, see link above






Recently I read an article about the projected Galactic changes coming to Earth.  While the changes to Earth are global and massive in scope they do not have to hurt.  

A certain amount of beings have agreed to partake and experience certain catastrophic phenomena in this reality but that was done out of love for the mass of humanity that still slumber and need a wake up call.  These lovely beings have expressed a personal desire to experience and explore such possibility.  They have agreed to be the Global Alarm Clock and for those of us that are all ready awake, it is a call to remember why we are here.  Yes, we are here to experience and suck every lesson learned that this reality has to offer but we are also here to guide the transition of Humankind into its powerful and spiritual state of Oneness.  

Mother Earth does not yet feel free to just let go and abandon herself to the full moment of creation.  Every change and shift has to be carefully controlled, guided and redirected so as not cause an outright escalating panic and add to the all ready growing global confusion.  What good would it do her if in creating a new earth, her children are so bogged down with fear as to no never enjoy what she has to offer?  Mother Earth is being as gentle as she can be with this shift.  Divine Grace has been offered to the inhabitants of the earth so that this shift need not be a total nightmare of pain and suffering.  It is here that Humanity as a whole is asked to take up the mantle.  It falls upon us all to guide this transition with plenty of love, empathy, patience and acceptance of others.

When we are sleep and need to wake up, there are many ways that can be achieved.  From a cold bucket of water being thrown in your face to having a loud banging of an aluminum trashcan being banged right next to your ear or a sweet caress followed by loving kisses touching your being and your heart all at once, the choice is up to those that no longer slumber.  It is here that I grow concerned.  How many of us would choose to awake those that are sleep with loving caress and patience rather than the cold bucket of water?  Why not wake them up with infinite tenderness and love?  How they wake up will determine the amount of fear and confusion they will experience for the rest of their stay in this reality.  Be gentle and kind to those that you see ready to rise.  Be Patient and loving and allow them their space and time to learn and adapt to the changes they see.  Answer their questions without overwhelming them and let them guide you to where they want to go and explore.  Don’t dump the whole of reality on them at once as that would not be welcomed or appreciated in their present state.  Accept them and Love them as they are now and allow them the freedom to be themselves no matter what that entails.  They have their own way of assimilating and remembering.  Trust in that you have done your part and trust them to find their way back to themselves.
The changes we are experiencing within Mother Earth are moderated through a controlled release mechanism.  While she is being inundated with galactic truckload after truckload of Divine and Universal Energies, we are being spoon fed our energies as fast as we can process them.  The changes are building within her and soon it will reach a point of climax where complete surrender is no longer an option but an absolute state of being. She will let go completely in her abandonment in order to  welcome the brilliance of her true self.  If we love Mother Earth, we need to do our part in reassuring her that it is ok for her to let go.  She waits for us.  She does not wish for her children to suffer needlessly or give in to fear out of ignorance.  She waits for us to make a choice in what we would like to experience.  She waits for us to remember our immortal side.  She waits for us to realize Unconditional Love.  She awaits the realization of humanity that change does not have to equal pain and suffering.  She waits for us to rediscover that change is a celebration of creation in progress.  Mother Earth awaits us and beckons us to Come and See without fear The New Earth we have ALL created.
Help rush the moment in!  See yourself radiating tendrils of Unconditional Love to all inhabitants of the Earth.  See your love wrap around everyone’s heart with warmth, tenderness, acceptance, reassurance, awareness, compassion, kindness, empathy and anything else you see fit to throw in the mix.  Let your intention be a caress of gentleness and butterfly kisses towards the intended mass of humanity.  See them laugh, smile and experience complete joy and peace as they slowly wake up from their slumber.  Let your stillness fill the earth and project it towards all its inhabitants.  See it and know it to be true and so it will be.

Mother Earth was waited long enough.  It is now her time.  Where in the past she has given and provided for us all and will continue to do so, it is now our turn to give and provide her with our love and acceptance for her shift and coming changes.  Kick that fear to the curve!  It has no place here.  Accept and Love…That is all that is asked of us.  Mother Earth will take care of the rest.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

It is Ok to Love those that Hurt Us

Forgiveness and the realization of forgiveness is essential for our personal and spiritual growth.  It allows us to let go and welcome the beginning of something new and much more splendorous.  So many of us had to face horrors as a child and some more than others were brutal to the point of the unimaginable.  This small essay is about forgiving, understanding, acknowledging and finally letting go of those dark times in our past.



5/3/12  FOR MY FATHER WHO I LOVE:  Thank you for loving me and being one of my greatest teachers.  I just figured it out!  It only took about 30 yrs!LOL

It is Ok to love those that hurt us.  Most often the ones that have hurt us in the worst and most vile ways have been those we trusted and loved most.  We have always been told that it is Ok to be angry and upset and feel every negative emotion towards that being.  Ridicule and therapy await those that love the offender despite the offensive action.  We are basically told that it is NOT Ok to feel any kind of compassion or empathy towards such a being.  You do, and you get labeled with a  “syndrome” of some kind.  

As children, we view those hurting us with a blend of disbelief and confusion and when the offender is someone close to us like a parent, friend or relative the confusion is even more profound.  “I love this being but I hate what they are doing.”  
How is it possible to love and hate at the same time? 
  I think that as children we are the purest of souls.  We love with abandonment. We live in the moment.  When an action causes us irrevocable harm and pain, we have to dig deep within the depths of ourselves to find a saving cord that will let  us hang on when all else is stripped away.  

It is here that we find Unconditional Love and the saving grace that will lift us from the depths of despair.  In doing so, we save ourselves and the one that is causing us harm.  We hold on to it for dear life and we don’t let go.  The moment stays with us, becomes a part of us, defines us and the path we take from that moment on.  The moment is preserved within us to revisit again and again so that in due time when we are ready to face it with new eyes and an open heart we may understand the why.  Once the why is understood, the eyes see and the heart breathes once again.  Every beat of your heart is a realization and ripples of understanding emanate from your very being into the infiniteness of your soul.  The heart is free to expand and lead once again.  Magic once again inhabits your reality and imagination abounds.  The face of your nightmares morphs into the loving face of yourself.  No ones has power over you any longer.  You are beauty incarnate and infinite.  No one can contain you but your infinite heart.  It is there that we all reside and live and expand and experience and grow and learn and eventually realize and remember the true and awesome beauty of us.


WARNING!!!  This part is not so poetic but it is nonetheless true and although it may sound a little harsh, it is said from a loving heart that has had the experience to know it is very much true.  Be wiser than I and go within yourself to find the answer to those tough questions before you hit bottom.  The lessons don't have to get harder and more difficult if you will just find that Love that resides within each one of us.  Love yourself first.   Forgive yourself first.  Change the perception of who you are First.  Rediscover how incredible and lovable you are First.  You do this and everything will start to fall into place.  This I can promise you...This I have experienced First.  

Now, Remember:

Without unconditional love, there can be no true forgiveness.  You may forgive on such a superficial manner that your mind accepts and you may even forget but the heart remembers all.  Sooner or later it WILL comeback and bite you.  Deny the dog its due and it will come at you with a vengeance.   Lessons in life are like that.  They have to be not only acknowledged but learned!  Ignoring them is really not an option.  You don’t learn the first time, the next will be harder and more intense.  Same lesson, different scenario. And it will continue on and on and on  that vein until you get it, until you learn!  So remember, deal with it now.  The next lesson will not be so easily dismissed.

Unconditional Love is Protection

I was trying to understand how protection and Unconditional Love harmonize with one another and the following was the answer that was given:



I protect myself by giving Unconditional Love.  When I give unconditional love I am essentially merging into my higher self and vibrating at a higher frequency. 

Since Unconditional love encompasses all, I have no need to create a barrier within myself.  To separate is to reject which is the opposite of accept.  True and Divine unconditional love ACCEPTS and LOVES  all.  It takes it ALL in—no exceptions.  

So what about those that are trying to hurt us and are unable to love like we can?        When we give ourselves to Unconditional Love, we vibrate at a higher frequency than those that can’t or are unwilling or unable to resonate with such love. From their point of view, we project a “forcefield” they can’t penetrate.  All actions, reactions, affect and effect “bounce” right back on them.  We are not causing them pain.  They are basically attacking themselves.  

It is like the fighter that keeps throwing punches only to have them land on himself.  I imagine he would be quite perplexed and confused by such event.  He has a choice, keep hurting himself or cease and desist or keep beating himself to a bright and purple pulp.  Now, I know from personal experience that sometimes just the illusion of “hurting myself bad so long as I hurt you even just a little bit” is enough to sustain an unrelenting attack.  In that case, just the slightest chance of hurting your opponent is enough fuel to keep the attack going for a very long time, even past the endurance you think you have. 

  Wow, how do you win against an entity like that?  You don’t.  You don’t win.  Nobody wins.  As the being in a higher vibration you don’t feel a damn thing except concern for this other being who is insisting on hurting himself by his very actions USING YOU!  

What do you do?  Well, you keep going about your business with plenty of grace and patience while allowing this other being the space to learn the lesson he is teaching himself.  Eventually, this other being will collapse and tire of his tirade.  When he does, you very lovingly withdraw to give him time to reconsider his actions outside the tide of emotions your presence brought about.  I assure you that once he has had time to cool down and reconsider these past events he will realize that it was just futile to keep going in such a vein and in reality he was only hurting himself.  

Possible Reflections of such being:
Yeah it felt good to fool yourself.  Yeah, it felt good to get it out of your system.  And yeah, it feels good now to know that you didn’t give up and gave it your all.  There are no regrets because you didn’t hold back at all.  Once the realization that your best was done and nothing was achieved except your personal satisfaction, the lesson has been learned.  Will you attack this particular being again?  Hell, No!  What for?  I all ready learned my lesson.   

This scenario shows us that by just being ourselves in love with all we continuously teach lessons we were not looking for.  In all honesty, as the being in a higher frequency you could just flick the nuisance off you, but why reject and deny when you can just as lovingly accept?  The choice to love and accept is always there…Everywhere you turn, there is an opportunity to love and be the higher being you have always been.  The only thing that can hurt us is what we allow ourselves to experience.  Loving others doesn’t mean you have to hurt or be hurt.  In opening your heart, you are quite literally protecting yourself while allowing others the freedom to be themselves.  

Do you understand Now?